Hello.
I'm the author of "Choice for Life" and a life racer.
I worked for over 20 years 'to be recognized.'
Since my parents are happy, I show them that I'm studying hard,
Because my friends were laughing, I would force myself to laugh it off even when they crossed the line.
When all my friends were going to college, I felt I should go too, so I studied with the goal of getting into Korean medicine school,
Even after repeating a year to retake the college entrance exam, I couldn't achieve my goal, and I felt frustrated despite getting into a Seoul-area university.
Just because you do work to gain recognition,
It did not bring happiness.
As frustration continued,
I no longer wanted to work hard,
Pessimistic thoughts filled my head.
University classes just take attendance and
I only played games at the PC cafe.
When someone suggests drinking, I drink,
Without a plan for the future
Time has passed.
I can't live like this forever.